friends

They are blessings.



I agree. For most part, I have been closer with my best friends than my family.
And oftentimes, I readily accommodate their requests more than my siblings'.

But recently, I do not know what happened.

First off, the cold war. It makes me think. If I die today, will I die happy? Or will I leave some unfinished business in the mortal world?

And I easily get irritated with some of the people I consider friends. For instance, one unsolicited advice, and I get so irate, it becomes impossible to reason out with me.
The particular advice: Stop being a Know-It-All.

What is wrong with being a know-it-all? I was told my choice of men would dwindle down to almost none. Slim chance of having a lifetime partner, since boys can easily be intimidated by smart girls.

Then would that mean the boys are not worthy after all? Sometimes I think I am comfortable being single. Ever since elementary, I wasn't too fond of people teasing me.

Don't get me wrong. I do plan on settling down. He just have to live with my being smarty-pants.

I am sorry for ranting and raving.

I'm still excited to see you, brilliant future love.